Sunday, December 21, 2008

Emotional Awakening?

Why is it that every time i want to put some of my words down i realise that they are solely driven by a despaired thought....
I find it quite strange yet grateful that its at rock bottom my inspirations generally decide to skyrocket me up...
This surly can't be perceived as a negative point of view....
If disappointment is my only access to making things better then let it be..
Coming to think of it, disappointments seem to only be inflected when your inner reality has given up on you already... I'm NOT to give up...not again..not this time!
I believe that i will need to document this and perhaps this time remind myself that;
The Jigsaw pieces will all fit into one successful bigger picture one of these days, and until then all i need is to keep that up on the board, keep drawing my ever evolving map and be hopeful that life will continue to grant me all the room i need for my own personal growth...

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

my life is a jigsaw puzzle and everytime i come close to finishing i realize im missing one piece. for a long time i never knew where it was but not only were u the only one willing to help me find it, but u were that missing piece. and now i can smile and see that bigger picture with you by my side.
thank you
xx

ps guess who

Mai said...

wow, the missing piece in someone's puzzle? hmmm
Im thinking family member;) please give more hints so i can give back my appropriate response...
For now thank u for putting on a sincere smile :)

Anonymous said...

oh come on mai, u should knw by now. i'll give u one hint: me and you are the brown version of the gilmore girls...any idea now?
xxxx

Leo said...

Jigsaw puzzles are all about timing;
Often that last piece has been staring you in the face since the minute you opened the box, but if you pick it up at the wrong time its useless :)

p.s. I know this is an old post, but I'm just concerned you're still looking/waiting for that last piece ;)

Unknown said...

It would be fun to read all these posts and reply to them now, 8 years later. This will test how much you have grown. Ps: the jigsaw analogy is right on point, I might steal that one.